当你开始向左走时，而我偏偏向右走，我们是否还会在原点相遇呢？

i wonder how long will i last?

sat. the last day of the week already. one more week to the new school term. suddenly everything seems to be in a rush. haha..

got 2 invites to 2 girls' 21st bd parties. n coincindentally, one of the gals' bd party is on the merlin bbq! how how how? should i just halve myself n go for both? haha... yesterday my freshie wendy was still pestering me to go for the bbq... now i think i have to disappoint one side... damn.. it's such a difficult choice...

n power! things may just be all right in the end. still hoping....

hoping

maybe, maybe not. who knows except God? still hoping....

things happened for a reason. since things happened, i just have to accept it. every little thing is a learning experience for me n i just have to learn it the hard way. who doesn't?

many thanks to those whom i seek advice from. people like ling, QL, Melvin, thanks for being there to give me advice. really glad to have such friends like u. n of course to those friends of mine who r wondering what happened, pls dun be too worried for me.

i was wondering this the other day n i'm still wondering. i dun think i will ever get the answer cos i dun think i will be around to know the answer. sometimes, we just have to expect the unexpected. u may say, isn't that called pessismisstic? maybe, maybe not. i feel that in everything that we do, we must always be prepared to face certain consequences. n not because of some minor setbacks, we give up. that's my definition of 'expect the unexpected'

i'm hoping to see u agn

recently, there are some low points in my life n i was quite troubled by them. i was thinking about them day n night. n as i was walking home after i alighted from the bus stop, i was reminded of this song 'God Will Make A Way'.

before i sang this song, i was worried about how things would turn out between us. as i sang out this song, i experienced the wonderful feeling that things will turned out just fine. it really calm me down n somehow or rather, i gave up thinking about it for the night. i entrusted the whole matter into God's Hands for i know He will help me through.

maybe we can't never be together; maybe we can. who knows except GOD. it is written: Trust in the Lord your God.

to that special someone, take care....