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woke up this morning by a phone call. father called in regards to my little cousin samuel. i can't understand why someone other than his own biological father can be so anxious about his condition. i mean, his own father dun seem to give a damn about his son (i mean sam). in fact after all these years, to me, i dare to say he's the most stupid uncle among all. all the trouble among the Lee family seems to be caused by him n his stupid-n-idiotic ex-wife; the demise of my late grandmother was partly his ex-wife fault.

to me, all his actions seem to be just a act. not coming from his heart. in fact, he seems to favor his elder son more than samuel. that's why i'm so protective of sam. that's why i'm always getting into trouble with my own father cos my father sides with his own younger brother. i do not care. i dare to say then i do not fear punishment. what can u do to me? i'm already so old already. still want to beat me? i can retailiate. try me if u dare.

i hate to look down on people cos it's not my style but i think u can be the first. all of your brothers n sisters' families are so intact n all the children grew up without much hiccups. only u n your so called family. look around u. many other people also marry women from china n they have no problems with them. only yours have so much problem. the wife or the man? i would tend to think both cos birds of a feather flock together.

now there r plans to bring samuel to see the doc for hyperactivity. i pray that nothing bad will come out of it. he is so poor thing, having enduring broken limbs at a tender age of 7 weeks n stuff like that. blame it on who for his situation? the child or the father? a broken family is not the best environment for a child to grow up in. acts of violence is etched in his young mind. how to erase that?
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today is registration day but i have to shift band instruments from nanyang house to nanyang audi. so getting joanne to help me to register. haha... thanks thanks. but dun forget hor. if ya forget then that's it liao. dun have modules to study. haha....

holidays r coming to an end. how fast one month flies. lots of things happened. lots of friends made n friendships strengthened. concert preparations r really stressful.

details of the concert are as follows. sojurn 2007 at vch 20 jan 2007. ntusb will be performing( of course rite). tickets are at 10 bucks. u can get it from me ( i hope u do get it from me but as long as u come, that's all right too!). reportoire is as follows: we will be opening with this really nice march piece entitled Under the Flag of Glory. then after the soldiers march past, (haha) it will be followed by the all time favorite piece El Camino Real (Alfred Reed). the rest of the pieces are Spartacus Suite (a transcribed piece n it's really really nice), Symphonic Songs for Band n the last piece for the night is Whatsoever Things ( a piece in memory of someone but i can't really remember who... haha).

The concert will be good so people, friends, instructors, pls come for ntusb sojurn 2007. tickets on sale now. get them fast before they r sold out! oh... the tickets r really really nice too. so be sure to buy one so that u can keep the ticket stub as a souvier too.


i have decided to go ahead with the plan. wish me luck.