the student

sometimes it's best not to think so much
cos thinking about what has not happened will only add to uncertainty

most of the time, my intuition is spot-on
n i hate it so much
cos i can't prevent it from happening
it's not fun to see it unfolding right before your eyes
like a play, happening according to a script

sometimes, the best plan can fail too
so do we still plan for things?
but i know, without a plan, things cannot be done
so do we still plan for the unexpected? something extraordinary?

most of the time, things just happen
it's beyond our control
no matter how much we try to, it's futile

the more we try to take control of the situation around us,
the more it gets out of control
like a kite tied to a string,
it will just break free if it is too taut

a person with two faces,
one shown to the public
one hidden deep in his heart
where no one knows
which reflects the true personality of that person
he may appear happy on the outside
but deep down.....

a heart that is cold
immune to all emotions
does that make a heartless person?
is it good or bad?

so near yet so far
it's hard to keep up
if only it isn't real

certain things, once said, cannot be taken back
similarly
certain things, once etched in memory,
cannot be simply deleted or erased
how nice if there is something called selective memory loss
choosing to keep only the wonderful memories
but i suppose that's only a fantasy

time, once gone, is forever gone
so many things can happen in the blink of an eye
but it's strange how certain things can just happen without fail


looking back, i seem to have achieve nothing in my life