it's here again

the 'storm' is here again
after months of absence
it is here again
awoken up by the sounds of the 'storm'
n i hate it so much

it's always the same reason
n it's quite sickening
when will u ever learn?

the one thing i learnt from all these shit
is not to get into the crossfire
silence is golden
in case something wrong is being said
so i keep quiet

keeping quiet sometimes is good
sometimes it isn't
but who cares
i choose to keep quiet most of the time
n it's most of the time

it's like dev javu
the scenes r re-playing
the exact words are being said again
heard it like ten of thousands of times
n it gives a numbing effect

how i wish i could escape from all these
to a paradise where no such shit occurs
how i wish sometimes, i was the only child
so i dun have to worry so much

there are many things that had happened
n so be it
they r things that i couldn't control
but i can control how i want my life to be in the future
n it's not going to be full of 'storms'
n definitely i won't settle down in singapore
singapore has too much unhappy memories for me
away to another country would be the best
n that's only if i have the abilities to do so