the student

sometimes i think too much
about all things
about the present, the past n the future
about things that may not happen

most of the time i do not have confidence in things
after all that i had been through, things dun look optimistic
though i would love to place more confidence into it,
it would be to naught in the end

i'm not endowned with any talent
so i make up for it with hard work
but i realised, over the years,
hard work cannot surpass those geniuses
the most is to be on par with them n
that is only if the genius dun work hard n i work double hard
it's tiring; it's depressing n it's tough keeping up

many many lessons learnt but how come i still make the same mistake repeatedly
i'm going to remind myself daily to 'just forget it'