the student

no matter how hard i strive, i still can't be the best.
always playing second fiddle
always lacking behind other people

u told me not to keep things to myself
but i do not know how to start
n u seem to have worries of your own
so i do not want to sadden u more
u told me not to keep things to myself
i should say the same to u

i hate to rely on intuition
but it's quite obvious from today's