the student

Daniel is upset
trouble started to brew again
n yet daniel can't solve them
it's not as if by talking about it would be able to solve any problems
but i dun seem to have any other solutions to the many problems that never seem to go away
seriously, i'm quite afraid to be at home
cos i never know when the next 'thunderstorm' would come along

the saying 'never judge a book by its cover; never judge a person by his/her face',
there's so much hidden under a person's face
secrets, problems and untold truths
n problems all seem to arise because of all these

n people also say, 'money is the root of all evil'
n i recalled i prepared a GP topic on it,
it's never wrong
all evil stems from money
too little or too much of it causes problems
problems that may cause unrest to the person n those around him indirectly

sometimes i'm ashamed to tell people what is happening
partly it's because it's really embarassing
n there's really no solution to the problems
but the pressure is slowly rising
n i dun know how to handle it

maybe the best way out is i have an accident to my head n i lose all my memories
good n bad memories
maybe it's the best

slowly losing all hope