the student

the scoldings keep on coming
it doesn't stop
the temper keeps flaring
with no signs of subsiding
the amount of pent up pressure is mounting
the amount of unhappiness is raising
yet i have to show none of it
like a hypocrite
like a clown who has to put on a happy face
i'm like that sometimes

people say, the world's a stage
n everyone's acting
yeah i sort of agree with it
the amount of front we show in front of others is unthinkable
how many times have we really shown our true front to others?
everyone's hiding something from someone

sick n tired, i'm quite unhappy with the way things are happening
for nothing, i get swirled into the centre of the storm
without knowing what happened, i got blamed and i'm 'supposed' to act as if it's mine

i always wonder
how am i going to endure more of these
what is the purpose of all these
why am i going through all these
when will it ever stop
if only i will ever know