the student

can a person learn to be uncaring?
or is it 'in him'?
can a person learn to be bo chap?
or is it 'in him?

personally, i think uncaring and bo chap are two traits that are learnt and built up. it depends on the environment where one is brought up. i have learnt my lessons and as such, i will not care anymore. not any more. it's tiring to even try. the heart is aching more with each shouting session.

you have lost the touch. you have lost your patience. you cannot manage it anymore yet you do not know. you think you are still as young and energetic as before and can handle it. final exams are looming yet the environment is not conducive for studying. do i really really need to study late at night? it's just so unfair to me. there's no ground for compromising. you just want to have it your way.