the student

haha... since someone offered to help me scan my baby photos, i decided to go search for my baby photos! n guess what, i found some photos which i, myself, have never seen before! haha... OMG!

the photos look kind of comical with me, the main character so different. haha.. .it's only when i'm around 5 years old that i recognise that it's me! haha.... how much i have changed from infant stage to 5 years old n how much i haven't changed from that time to now!

n also looking at the photos, i realised that children are generally happy, unlike adults. in every photo that i come across, i, my bro, my cousins all look so carefree when we were young. without worries, without a thought of what's going to happen tomorrow. not going to think of where's the next trouble will come. i suppose that's childhood. all play n nothing to worry about. n children, are not afraid to show their happiness, their gladness.

another thing i realised is that all my cousins (those male cousins with the same surname) all look alike when we were at the infant stage. identical in fact. even my cousin looks alike as my own younger brother when my brother is young. no wonder we are one family. haha...

upon looking at the photos, i came to treasure my grandmother more. from the photos, i realised that she doted on me alot, like what my mum said. currently, she's in a semi-coma, unable to know what's happening around her, unable to open her eyes when we go into the room to talk to her. how come i never treasure her that much when she's up and well? how come it's only when we lose something then we treasure it? i never said it when she could move around n i dun think she can hear it now. Treasure the people in front of u right now, especially your family!



ps: To G, from your blog, i knew about it. i do not know how to go about consoling u. i hope u will be strong and look forward n not backwards.
hope u are fine!